Who would read this?

Perhaps I'm not alone afterall. I'm a crazy mess, if you ask me. My life consists of three amazing children, Hannah 13, Preston 3 and Emersyn 3. A boyfriend, Adam and his two kids. Coby, 14 and Bre 11. Oh we have 4 cats and one rat. Lets be honest, I've sucked in the romance department, personal decision department , and just about any other department I've been introduced to. I am no super mom, nor do i have those desires in me. I'm nothing special in any aspect, which i guess makes my life pretty damn special. So here I am, I'm going to be that normal woman, who at 32 should have their life together, but I dont. Its a daily struggle between motherhood, career, love life and social life...and somehow in between all that I am suppose to maintain a home, pay my bills (that I can't afford) and smile? I see all these blogs out there, some make me smile, alot make me wonder how and why they are out there....most make me wonder who the hell these super people are and where they find the time, creativity and energy to do all that they do. So basically here, I am just going to share the madness that is my life. Just the normal madness that is me.